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The Indifferent Velvet Void

by Alec Bathgate

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1.
You came in through the front door I could see how weak you’d become and that really shocked me I didn’t really know I didn’t really know darkness surrounds you It pulls you to the shadows A storm came over and I saw in your face the wonder of a child at its might and grace I didn’t really know I didn’t really know darkness surrounds you It pulls you to the shadows In the shade of the mountain deep in the valley no longer to suffer you’re set free I didn’t really know I didn’t really know darkness surrounds you It pulls you to the shadows
2.
Ebb and Flow 02:32
I was dreaming and the time just slipped away when I woke up things had changed I lost hold of things I thought I held in my hand I guess that’s the sign of a foolish man building a house on shifting sands We all live in this moment everything else is just in the past now I see that nothing lasts like the turn of the ocean the constant ebb and flow the tide rolls in, then it goes taking everything in its tow
3.
Well all I know is all I know it’s here all I can see is what’s in front of me here I can’t explain the mysteries of life or the things in the night that are better not to behold We’re all babies suckling on the universe We’re all babies suckling on the universe Well look at you you’re a grubby child, you’re unclean your daddy was a monkey man in a tree under your skin you’re pumping like a machine you’re a hungry boy you’re bustin’ out at the seams We’re all babies suckling on the universe We’re all babies suckling on the universe We’re all babies suckling on the universe We’re all babies suckling on the universe La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
4.
It’s getting close to the morning it’s nearly time to go it’s good to see you’re ok it’s good to have you home Should I wake up? Should I wake up? On the interisland ferry on the deck in the sun you in your pyjamas but somehow it don’t seem odd Should I wake up? Should I wake up? You’re still hanging in there you’re still doing well are you really with me? I can’t tell Should I wake up? Should I wake up? It’s getting close to the morning it’s nearly time to go we watch the bulldozer shift the trees by the road Should I wake up? Should I wake up? Should I wake up? Should I wake up?
5.
Sometimes you look right through me like I’m an invisible man I try to do the right thing I don’t know if I can What was I thinking? what have I said? I think I must have been out of my head I was lost in confusion I stared into the light where everything’s an illusion just a trick of the mind Was I just dreaming or have I gone mad? I think I must have been out of my head Trying to run for cover I make an elaborate excuse trying to work it out now make an offer you can't refuse What was I thinking? what have I said? I think I must have been out of my head
6.
Vitriol 02:46
I should bite my tongue I didn't know I was the kind to put down another man with bitterness and spite Black vitriol from the soul of the bitter man But the conversation was burning in my eyes with accusations scattered far and wide Black vitriol from the soul of the bitter man Well you cannot believe everything you hear coming out of the mouth of one so sweet and fair Black vitriol from the soul of the bitter man I was only minding my business sitting here I didn't mean to kick up such a fuss my dear Nah, nah, nah nah, nah, nah nah, nah, nah
7.
Slow Fuzz 03:31
Cast out like a cruel master's son dragged up by the knees wrung out in a soft flower bed down in the weeds forlorn and freezing and forgetting to breath Dew drop on a fine spider's web big bug on a leaf first light of the new coming day that's a beautiful thing under the gaze of the smiling death head I'm in the warm hug of the slow fuzz I'm in the warm hug of the slow fuzz I'm in the warm hug of the slow fuzz Washed down in the last shower of rain Oh! charmless and free passed out in the cool undergrowth sun-dried and serene a sickly slumber Oh! the creeping disease I'm in the warm hug of the slow fuzz I'm in the warm hug of the slow fuzz I'm in the warm hug of the slow fuzz
8.
9.
Faked 03:00
Here's mud in your eye a pretty prize you can buy a shiny bauble of joy a limited edition toy But it is all faked in front of a blue screen it is all faked shimmering and clean The beat goes 'round 'til you're numb to the sound that rings like a bell to the dumbed down And it is all faked in the emperor's new clothes it is all faked seamless and hollow Her smile is nice filled up with light a soothing gaze from a beautiful face But it is all faked from inside of a machine it is all faked a glittering, golden dream
10.
Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Cars and girls are easy come by in this day and age laughing, joking, drinking, smoking 'til I've spent my wage When I was young people spoke of immorality all the things they said were wrong are what I long to be Over-under-sideways-down Backwards, forwards, square and round Over-under-sideways-down Backwards, forwards, square and round When will it end? When will it end? When will it end? When will it end? I find comments 'bout my looks irrelativity think I'll go and have some fun 'cause it's all for free I'm not searching for a reason to enjoy myself seems it's better done than argued with somebody else Over-under-sideways-down Backwards, forwards, square and round Over-under-sideways-down Backwards, forwards, square and round When will it end? When will it end? When will it end? When will it end?
11.
Broken Cup 03:01
Here you come in your sister's coat your seasick smile and 'yer blues You're born too late you're out of the gate racing to get through Oh, when I see you're always sad like your Mum and Dad never had you Oh, you've fallen like a broken cup never been picked up discarded Oh, oh, oh Ooh, ooh, ooh Here you come blind, deaf and dumb hung, drawn and quartered You're out of luck you've come unstuck a little lost lamb to the slaughter Oh, when I see you I run and hide 'cos I'm not that kind to save you Oh, you're stranded left on your own In the nowhere zone abandoned Oh, oh, oh Ooh, ooh, ooh Oh, when I see you you turn away 'cos we're both the same uneeded Oh, we've fallen like a broken cup never been picked up discarded Oh, oh, oh Ooh, ooh, ooh
12.
Oh, where have you gone Julie and John? Out in the ether? Out in the great unknown? Ooh, it's such a long time I hope you are fine? Maybe I'll see you on the other side? Every living girl every living boy underneath the Indifferent Velvet Void Oh, we're fish in the pond just trying to get on the ragged invention of ancestry Ooh, it's lucky for some to escape the hum drum the daily endeavour to get something done Every living girl every living boy underneath the Indifferent Velvet Void Well, what can we do we're all part of the stew a random collection of humanity Ooh, you gotta rock on get loose come undone avoiding the mantra of the ordinary Every living girl every living boy underneath the Indifferent Velvet Void
13.
I was a strange young man I didn't know about myself I felt like an alien that no one could understand My own worst enemy My own worst enemy I was a lonely boy I kept everyone away I stared into the void there was no one else to blame My own worst enemy My own worst enemy
14.
New Day 02:34
Here we come in the morning walking out in the hard light Did I forget? Did you forget somehow? Everything starts on a new day Passing through just like shadows pale ghosts in a window Did I forget? Did you forget somehow? Everything starts on a new day
15.
Closing Down 00:58

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Recorded at home in the Red Room, Kilmarnock Street
August 2002 to November 2003
Originally released on Lil' Chief Records 2004
Cover photo by Tim Bathgate

Remixed with Tom Havard at Sublime Studio,
Kurow, North Otago, October 2020
Mastered by Mikey Young, Melbourne

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All songs written by Alec Bathgate, except ‘overundersidewaysdown’
written by Dreja, McCarty, Beck, Relf, Samwell-Smith
Originally recorded by The Yardbirds in 1966.

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released November 20, 2020

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Alec Bathgate Christchurch, New Zealand

Recording at home in the South Island of New Zealand.

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